I Still Cannot Believe It...

 

Is it really the same horse?

Back in the Saddle

That is one of our first rides out on the trail. Karina was very calm and a little playful - obviously happy to go out with me. We tried a little trot, turns on the hindquarters (which were meant to be tiny voltas, but they turned out to be rollbacks almost, because the path was pretty narrow), shoulder-in on both reins and so on. We met cyclists on the trail, and Karina wanted to chase them, only I didn't let her to ;)

Karina was pretty much on the bit all the time. She carries her neck rounded most of the time and she seems to be stretching her back more and more. However, when I asked her to do some bending after the ride (stretching carrot exercises), she had a big problem with one kind of those exercises. I asked her to bend around me, while I was leaning against her ribs and to reach to her hock joints. That she did easily to the left, and to the right she could not bend almost at all.  She can bend in the neck - that is not a problem, but to lean on her outside leg and rotate the pelvis to the left - that is still impossible for Karina to do. Well, that's great that I have discovered a problem area, because when I'll fix it - most of other problems will be gone forever :)

The Disguise is Gone

Well, I'm back after this long break... I'm back with results that I had hardly ever dreamed to achieve. I should be proud and happy with what Karina and I have achieved together, but instead I'm feeling a bit lost and... disappointed? No, 'disappointed' is not the right word... There is some sense of loss, like something was gone from my life forever... Pretty odd, huh?

Well, straight and to the point: Karina is now a perfectly normal horse. Normal, boring, pleasure riding horse. She is now perfectly safe and I can leave her with vet or farrier without fear that she'll do something dangerous in self-defence. No, no. Nothing of the kind. She is now extremely calm and reliable – a Gift in no Disguise. Now I finally recognize the horse I had bought two and a half a year ago...

How did we achieve that? I'll tell you next time.

Isn't it funny...

Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes

but when you look back...

everything is different.

C.S. Lewis

There is Life in Karina's Back! - October 10th

I thought that there was a crisis approaching, but it appears that I was wrong :) The progress may now be a little less visible, but nonetheless each time I work with Karina, we're making a step forward :)

This time Karina came to the pasture gate on her own. My husband took her on a lead rope and groomed her in the stableyard. I played with Karina's tail a little; she was not particularly happy about that, but her tail was loose and I could make little circles with it. Karina protested slightly when I dressed her up in cavesson. We went for a walk just as usual; during the walk I worked a little on backing up, stelling and bending. Then we went to the roundpen (this time she didn't rush there, as she was doing for the last couple of times) and worked for some eight minutes on LFS on the circle. Karina tried to lean on me a little, on both sides, for some cause she was searching for support from me. But towards the end of this session she was more on her own legs, especially to the right. She tilts her head a little, but this is caused not by tension in the neck, but by problems with stretching the whole side of her body, especially in the hip area. Improvement will come in time, of that I'm fairly sure.

I have still to pay attention to her stepping under with hind legs, because when I'm not reminding Karina to step under, she tends to place her inner hind leg beside her body (not so much as she used to in the beginning of ST, but still that is not what I want). Her LFS to the left is still very imperfect, but it is improving. I'm afraid that I'm putting too much pression on Karina and that I'm not enthusiastic enough when she is progressing. I should praise and reward her more intensively, just as I did in the beginning, and she was much more motivated to work. Now she becomes a little impatient sometimes, and perhaps... disappointed? I don't want to fail her. Just as I've said in some previous posts, it is much more working with yourself, on your reactions, than actually working with your horse. If you improve – your horse improves.

In the end of the session Karina could focus no longer. There was something going on in the nearby bushes, and there was wind, so she kept on stopping and looking there. I therefore asked her to make one last effort, and I stopped ST session right there. Then we went to the riding arena to work on some TTEAM exercises – Star and Labyrinth. I started with Labirynth, and it went pretty well, though we were both rushing through it. Next time I must pay more attention to the precision of every step and turn. I should stop Karina much more often, so we could both have time to think on our next move instead of rushing blindly through the exercise.

The Star, too, could have been better, though I confess I have not much to complain about. We worked on the poles flat on the ground, and then every second of them was raised at one end. Karina fell out on her outside hind leg, no matter what the direction. Maybe that was too hard for her and too soon I went closer to the centre of the star.

A couple of times I went with Karina to the wall and worked a little on shoulder-fore. Karina overbent to the inside and the shoulder-fore became something like a shoulder-in. She rebelled a little, I think not because I asked too much of her, but because she had problems with understanding what I wanted. I stopped her, bent her neck and asked her to step under. She made a step forward and then lowered her head. Her shoulders became visibly more free and her range of motion increased. After three steps or so I stopped her, because that was AWESOME! I rewarded Karina and took her to the stableyard to dress her up in her stable halter, so that we could go to look for some apples under the apple trees :)

When I watched training videos, I've noticed that when I led Karina from one place in the riding arena to the other, she started to let the movement through her back; it gently swayed, and her forelegs moved more softly and with grace. Her steps are becoming lighter and her motion range increases. She likes now to move with her head down, at least on straight lines, less so on curves. I no longer need to remind Karina to lower her head all the time.

Conclusions: I should have worked a little more on backing up. In fact I planned to, but since Karina gave me that wonderful shoulder-in, I decided not to force her to do any more that day.

Repairing Mistakes - October 6th

Fortunately, nothing serious. I went to Karina to the pasture and took her to the stableyard. She came with me eagerly, on a loose lead rope (must try one day to take her without rope). I groomed her, inspected the thrush hoof and treated it with hoof spray. The ground has dried now, and I hope that it won't be raining for a next couple of days, so Karina's hooves will improve.

Anyway, I dressed her up in a cavesson and we went for a walk. I stopped her a couple of times and worked on stelling in a standstill. Karina tried to bend her neck in an 'S'-shape, and I didn't know why (at the moment, because now I know). Fortunately, I managed to correct it. I did some backing up, which is still improving (baby steps, but nevertheless some progress), and I'm thinking on starting backing up over a pole (front legs first), and backing up in a labyrinth (TTEAM methods).

Then we went to the riding arena to work on poles and cavalettis and of course that cross-rail obstacle. Since that was a problem for Karina, I broke the exercise up in three parts. But first I did some warming-up on poles. There were four of them this time, all on the ground at first. Then my husband lifted fourth pole just a little (some 10-15 cm), then the second one, and then all of them. After that we put a cavaletti at the end of the poles and finally we got to the cross-rail. At first, there were only the standards and one pole, hanged asymmetrically between them. That Karina accepted easily. Then we hanged the pole asymmetrically in the different direction, and when that was accepted, we added a second pole. This time there was no problem with the obstacle. Karina trotted over it easily and I stopped training at that. I know that there is still much more to work on – we crossed the obstacle only once, and towards the stable, so I used a little trick here; I made horse's natural motivation work for me. I don't know how would it work if I asked Karina to go over the obstacle the other way. But that may come in time. Now it is important not to loose Karina's interest and motivation. She is pretty eager to work in that way.

Then we went to the roundpen to work on our LFS. This time, just as I've said before, I focused on the L of LFS, that is the lateral bending. First I started with stelling in a standstill. I've noticed that Karina's hip on the inner side of the bending (when she bends to the right) is much lower than on the outside, which is great. That means that she's stretching her side muscles, which is the goal of this exercise. I failed, however, to notice if on the left side it works as well. Then we moved to work in walk, and I've noticed that Karina's self-carriage has visibly improved – but on the right side. She is no longer leaning on her right front leg, and she manages to keep herself on a circle instead of falling inside. I'm not sure, however, if that is because the size of the circle we're working on corresponds the degree of her crookedness to the right, or is it due to our ST progress. Because according to Marijke, I may expect severe changes in the horse's asymmetry – even that the horse will display symptoms of precisely the opposite asymmetry. If I only knew which case this was...

Anyway, circles to the left are much worse. Karina doesn't seem to support herself with her left hind leg. I know that this leg is weaker, I know that she avoids putting much of her weight on it. On the longe, in the canter, she was always falling outside with her left hip. People often think that this is caused by insufficient engagement of the inner hind leg, but it is exactly the opposite. It is because the inner hind leg is so strong and pushing, that it pushes the hip outside over the weaker outside hind leg. Karin Blignault in her Equine biomechanics for Rider. The Key to the Balanced Riding confirms that it is so.

It occured to me also that Karina may be avoiding the stretch of her short, stiff right side muscles. Well, that tells me only that I need to work on that. And if I caused Karina's asymmetry to change, it only means that we're getting somewhere.

And about that S-shape neck bending: it may not necessarily be that I caused it by some unconscious directions that I gave Karina (as I feared at first), but it may be that she is just trying, just as all animals do, to get release in an easier way, by putting in less effort. It is pretty common in horse training.

Forcing Relaxation - October 5th

That was all strange. Again, there was a lot going on in the stable. There was the equine massage course again, and there were workers repairing the paddock fences, so there was a lot of noise and excitement. The herd seemed to be grazing in peace, but that wasn't exactly true. The herd leader was furious and I have never seen him like that. He wouldn't let any horse come near him – he jumped on them with his teeth and hooves. He disciplined Karina also for coming too close. Usually he allows her to be very close to him, they drink together and chase away each other's flies. But this time he was really bossy. Maybe to him the workers, using those noisy tools, seemed to be a threat. He never shows his feelings, he keeps them much to himself, but I think he must have been very anxious and that busy day in the stable must have sorely tried his patience.

Anyway, I went to the pasture to see Karina and she welcomed me warmly. There was a piece of dry bread for her, and a little scratching, and I went away. The massage course was still in progress, so I decided to wait until it finished. I spent some time watching the herd, and eventually I went to get Karina. She went with me quite eagerly, I groomed her as usual, though this time she didn't want me to do anything around her hindquarters. She was uneasy having me around there and she didn't like brushing her with her plastic brush. I have known that happen before – Karina is changing her coat, and at this time she likes her metal brush better. The plastic one seems to tickle her. I must try that the next time I'm in the stable. And I think that, despite no visual signs of that state, Karina is in heat. It is at least a time that she should be. But since she spends a lot of time outside, and she eats less caloric food, her organism cannot allow itself to spend energy on heat fireworks :) Well, we'll see about that. But I think that's it. Always when Karina is in heat, she becomes a little pushy and either over-reactive to touch or totally immune. When I want her to move, I must show her that I really mean it, whereas normally I can wave her away with my fingers. And that is what it looked like yesterday.

The thrush hoof looks better and hurts less, but the treatment isn't over yet. All Karina's frogs look bad and I have ordered her a hoof spray, but it has not come yet.

Anyway, I took her for a walk (in cavesson, of course), and we worked on some forward-down, and a little shoulder-fore (which is a little LFS on straight lines). Then I took Karina to the roundpen to work on LFS on the circle. I tried to make her move more on her own, and it sometimes worked, I think. But she continues still to lean on her inner frontleg (more on the right side, just as usual). However, I think that it is improving, but still when I leave Karina more to herself, she continues to place her hind leg beside her body, and not underneath it. After analysing the training video, which my long-suffering husband made for me again, I've noticed that I really should work more on the lateral bend, and not so much on forward-down. I have compared that with Marijke's Prince Elmelund videos, and I see that his forward-down is a result of lateral bending and stepping under. I have confused the cause with effect, and hence my new problems arose. I really need to control my forward-down obsession :) I may not have mentioned it before, but in the past I have tried everything to make Karina move in that position. Nothing I did would make her stretch her back muscles and lower her head. That was mighty frustrating. And now when Karina offered me that forward-down movement when we have started with ST, I was just overjoyed. And unconsciously I'm trying to maintain this as long as I can (by pulling on cavesson... God, I'm stupid! You cannot force realxation!), whereas I really should be satisfied with a few steps every now and then. Well, in case you didn't know, I'm telling you now, that working with horses is actually working with yourself. A horse is a horse, and he knows and can do all that you ask him, and if he doesn't, then apparently you asked a wrong question. If horse fails, that is always your fault. Mind that.

Well, after ST session, I worked a little on backing up, which is becoming better and better. I backed Karina up three times, after each backing up asking her to come forward to me. She moves now easier and lighter, and I don't need to push her back, but I just put the end of my riding whip to her chest and tap her with it. At the end of our session I no longer needed to use whip, I just waved her away with my fingers. Then she got her treat and we went to the riding arena to work on the poles and cavalettis. This time they were placed closer and Karina had to bend her joints more. Then we went to walk over a cross-rail obstacle. Why? I have noticed that Karina, despite she has no objections to jumping over paddock fences, tree logs, ditches and so on, is afraid of common show jumping obstacles. I have figured out that the standards are the problem (which is mighty odd, because she is not afraid of squeezing through the tiny door, or of horse trailers and things like that, so that can't be just a typical horse claustrophobia) and I'm starting to work on that a little. Since I've decided to work in hand and in walk only, until Karina achieves a satisfying level of relaxation, I'm doing what I can to make our training sessions as interesting as possible. And it seems to be working, because Karina is eager to come out with me and she is always curious about what are we going to do this time.

We walked over the obstacle to one side (not entirely successfully – Karina hit one of the poles with her hind leg and upset it) and then we changed direction. Karina protested. So we ended up standing on both sides of the obstacle, I one side and Karina on the other, asking me if she could go round it. I answered that she couldn't and I insisted that she came to me over the rails. I took out a treat from my pocket and beckoned her with it. Finally, with a sigh of resignation, Karina walked over the rails towards me and we stopped training at that. I took her immediately to the pasture to her mates. I hope that she will remember how she earned that release.

During our ST session this time I've noticed that Karina was tilting her head a bit. It worried me a little (it would have horrified me had I not seen Marijke's videos on that) But it wasn't until I watched our training video that I realised why Karina did that. You see, I tried to make her move her shoulders more to the outside, to shift her weight more on the outside foreleg, so that she wouldn't lean so much on the inside foreleg. That was totally erroneus (because it is the hinquarter engagement which frees the shoulders) and it resulted in Karina tilting her head (well, I helped her to achieve that by pulling on the cavesson). I don't believe now that I could be so stupid. I just hope that I did't ruin much...

No Rush - October 3rd

I watched Marijke's videos on how to slow down a rushing horse, because in our last two training sessions Karina started to rush forward instead on moving slowly and with precision, which is so important in the beginnings of ST. That video explained me a lot: now I know that I'm dealing with the strong, straight and pushing hindlegs. My idea to incorporate working on poles and cavalettis in our groundwork seems now to be even better. I must have known instinctively what I'm dealing with, and hence the idea of cavalettis. Last year, when I was riding Karina, I tried to do some work on poles, but Karina, though at first seemed to like it, soon started rebelling against it. At that time I didn't know why, I thought that I've put too much strain on her and that she might be bored (though I changed the configuration of poles and cavalettis pretty often to keep her interested). Now I know that that was not the cause, or at least not the main cause.

Marijke says that we who work with a rushing horse should be prepared to stop him every time we feel that the horse starts to push with his hindlegs instead of carrying himself. That may mean that we'll have to stop after each step, but at this stage precision of every movement is crucial for the further training. We should even be prepared to back the horse up, if stopping doesn't help and the horse starts walking into us. The horse is not being mean or disobedient, he's just trying to deal with his new situation in the only way he knows. And it is up to us to help him find himself. Even if it means stopping him like forty times in our ten minutes' training session. Well, nobody said that it's going to be easy, but they said that it's going to be worth it...

That is just so great that I have found a source of information on any trouble that I may meet while doing groundwork with my horse. Marijke is sharing her knowledge very generously, and very skilfully. For example, Gerd Heuschmann is propagating the same knowledge, but he's often being too hermetic. Well, the fact is that we who are working with the horses really should go through the same sources where he did his research on proper horse training, and perhaps then we would understand him better. But not everybody can get to those resources, as most of the old riding masters' works are written in German or French, and here in Poland they are either totally inavailable or horribly expensive. I know, I know, that is not an excuse. I just know how much I have still to do, to learn, to find out, that I sometimes feel overwhelmed by that and start moaning :) I would love to get down to The Gymnasium of the Horse by Steinbrecht or to works of Pluvinel. And I hope that one day I will, and in the meantime I just have to go through other resources that are available for me at the moment...

ST Session - October 2nd

This time Karina was quite happy to see me. As soon as she had noticed me coming through the pasture, she headed towards me. Without any protests she went with me to the stableyard to be groomed. She didn't like her left front leg to be cleaned, because her hind left hoof is sore due to the thrush, which is being cured. Wet pastures and sweet hay do not help us to heal it, but I hope we'll succeed.

I forgot to play with Karina's tail this time, which is maybe as well, because she seemed to be over excited, just as if she was going to be in heat soon. Anyway, I dressed her up in the cavesson and away we went for a walk in the fields. I worked a little on head lowering and stelling. Now it seems to me that I should have worked on stelling much more, and should have started in a standstill. We tried a little shoulder forward movement, which worked quite well on one side, but on the other was much worse. That is not surprising at all, considering that Karina has her right side muscles so short and stiff.

Then we went to the riding arena, which unfortunately is covered all in nice grass and Karina couldn't focus so well as in the sandy roundpen. Anyway, we started working on the poles, and again I've made some mistakes. I should have kept a better eye on Karina's LFS during those exercises. Instead I walked on her outside and I couldn't control the inner hind leg. But it seems to me, now that I have watched our training video, that she starts to control that herself. She didn't lean so much on her right foreleg and she nicely stepped under with her right hind leg. That is not yet good enough, but it seems to me that we're getting somewhere. I walked with her three times over four poles lying on the ground and four cavalettis that were lifted just a little (10 cm, not more). That exercise I've found in a book 101 Dressage Exercises for Horse and Rider by J. A. Ballou. In the book that is of course a riding exercise, but nevertheless it's easy to change that into work in hand exercise. As the author states, this exercise (no. 10 in the book) helps to relax the lumbar part of the spine and brings more life to the horse's back. And Karina needs that badly...

After three rounds over the poles and cavalettis we changed direction and went another three rounds. Three times seems to me just optimal, because on the first time horse makes some mistakes, as it has to learn where exactly the poles are placed. Second time, Karina always tends to rush on them (out of excitement perhaps), and on the third time everything is just fine and the horse is not bored with the exercise yet. Always stop on the top :)

Then we worked a little on backing up, which though it is not yet on the straight line, but starts to look much better. Karina lifts her feet instead of dragging them backwards and lifts them diagonally just as she is supposed to do. This we did three times on one side and three on the other. After each backing up I asked Karina to move forward and that she did eagerly, with impulse. I've noticed not maybe a huge change in her movement, but a visible one. Her halts are becoming much better – she stops with her weight more on her hind legs, and not so much on the front. I hope this will keep improving...

Then we went to dress her up in her stable halter again and we went to search for some apples that have fallen from the trees. That was the end of our training.

After watching the video, again some things have occured to me. I've noticed that Karina's hindquarter muscles were very tense – they were clearly visible. That told me what a hard work that short training session has been for her. That told me also how weak her hindleg muscles are and how slow and careful my work on that must be. And that explained to me why our sholder forward beginnings are so hard and why Karina, who is usually so eager to work on new things, rebelled against that exercise. I knew that there might be some trouble with that exercise, therefore I didn't dare to ask her to bend more and work on shoulder in yet. Maybe I should move to LFS on circle in trot, before I move on to shoulder in. But somehow I thought that way it would be easier.

Update: Now that I've watched more Marijke's videos and read more about the shoulder in exercise in dr Heuschmann's books and Marijke's ebooks, I know that I'm on the right track. But we need to work more on lateral bending, as it is the starting point of the LFS, and everything other will improve.

ST Session - September 29th

The weather finally was nice. But everywhere around the stable there is just horrible mud, the horses sink into it especially near the pasture gate, where the earth is trampled. I met Karina grazing on the bank of the ditch, together with a playful gelding. She refused to come to me in the direction where he stood, so I moved to the other side and there she came to me. She didn't like walking through the mud, but she seemed quite happy about going to work. I squeezed her through a tiny opening in the gate, because the gelding was waiting for the opportunity to bolt through the opening, so I had to be careful. Karina waited for me at the other side of the gate and together we went to the stableyard. I groomed her and I've noticed that, though now she is spending nights in the stable, she seems not to be laying herself for the sleep (or the straw in her stall is just exceptionally clean) and she started to eat the straw again. I don't know what it means, she has more than enough hay (there is always some left). Maybe the hay is just too sweet and she needs more fibre.

Anyway, I groomed her as usual, she pawed a little, but stopped at my request and started playing with the rope. I put a cavesson on and we went for a walk to do some warming up. I asked her to lower her head and take a little stelling while walking straight, so we tried a little shoulder forward exercise. Karina started chewing and licking, so it seemed to me that she actually liked it. After the walk I wanted to work a little on the poles and cavalettis, to engage her hind legs a little, but as nothing was prepared, we just walked over some poles (Karina rushed on them a little – was she scared or eager?) and went to the roundpen to work on our ST.

This time I paid more attention to the inside hind leg movement. The whole procedure, together with a little warm up in a standstill, took about four minutes. I think that was optimal, because Karina had no time to get bored or tired with my excess requests. I changed directions a lot and gave Karina carrots (of course, only when I was satisfied with the quality of her LFS) to keep her motivated. She accepted those little treats with cold dignity, which is so characteristic for her, now when she is not hungry anymore...

After I watched the video from the training, I've noticed all the mistakes I've made. I should have asked Karina to take more stelling, I've left her head without cavesson control. I should have worked on bigger circles to the right, as Karina tends to fall on her right front leg. But we're making progress, and a big one: after the ST session, Karina's back was lifted and slightly rounded in the loins. The difference was stunning, and yet I know that it is going to be better still. Also this time Karina didn't resist to the cavesson pressure and she didn't push back on it, as could be visible in our previous video (her upper neck muscles were hard and tense). This time her neck was pretty loose and relaxed. She didn't chew or lick during the ST, but this is still to come when she relaxes more. I just can't wait for our next training, I'm planning to do some exercises on poles to warm up and engage the hindquarters.

After we finished working in the roundpen, I worked a little on her obedience: I opened the roundpen gate and stood there for a moment. Usually Karina is very eager to leave it, but this time she just stood beside me relaxed and waiting for me to give her directions. Then we went back to the stableyard, but suddenly Karina stopped halfway there and didn't want to come. That was pretty strange. In fact, there was the new horse grazing beside the roundpen and maybe she just wanted to join him. I asked her to come with me to the stableyard anyway and there I dressed her up in her halter and we went back to the roundpen to graze. The other horse was gone now, but Karina was happy enough with the beautiful grass that was growing there. Afterwards we went back to stable. I decided not to massage her and I just led her to the pasture. She didn't want to go, because that awful mud was everywhere around the gate. I asked her to go anyway, and led her over a harder ground and then I left her with her mates in the pasture.

Cavesson for the First Time - September 22nd

It stopped raining, and all the horses were in the pasture again. The grass is becoming worse and worse, but they use it while they still can. They have started to change their coat. Autumn is coming...

I took Karina along with other horse from the pasture, so I cannot really say that she followed me, because she might have been following her mate. I groomed her as usual, and at that time she played with her lead rope, pulling at it with her teeth. This is her new habit and I can't tell for the moment what does it mean. Is she angry, bored, frustrated, impatient or just playful? Sometimes it seems to me that she is irritated or impatient, because she paws the ground with her front leg. That habit seemed to be gone, and recently it returned, I can't really tell why. Anyway, this time she quickly stopped doing that, because I introduced cavesson to her and she was curious what it was. I showed her how it worked, and at first she tried to force its pressure, but she quickly realised that I wanted her to lower her head. Karina knows that when I put my fingers to her poll I'm asking her to lower her head. I used that reaction to explain to her how cavesson works. And I must admit that it is a wonderful tool. It prevents the horse from tilting its head sideways, it keeps the head perfectly straight. While using the rope halter I had to be extremely careful with the head position. Cavesson saves me that trouble.

I had to remind Karina, that if I'm asking her to lower her head, she must remain thus until I ask her to lift the head. It works now worse than in the previous training, but I'm not worried about that, because Karina must get used to the cavesson and different work routine. Anyway, about the training: I overdid it. Karina offered me much and I failed to see when I passed her limits. I pushed her too far. I'm afraid that next time she won't be that eager to train. I failed to pay enough attention to every detail. However, this is our first real ST session and I could hardly have hoped to succeed at every point. Fortunately, this time I had camera with me, so I can watch the training video and analyze it thoroughly. I also compared this video with some of Marijke's – especially those with Prince Elmelund. They are mighty inspiring, because they show the complete beginnings of ST. Prince, however, was at that time an unbroken horse, while Karina has had a lot of bad training in the previous years. She has a lot of bad habits and it will take much time to repair it by slowly rebalancing her and making her carry herself with ease and grace. I know that she has it in her, and it is my task to make her realise it.

It was really hard for Karina to start moving in a totally different way. She stayed focused and paid a lot of attention to my directions. That was so sweet of her, she is such a willing and obedient horse. In the last two minutes of training she could focus no more and I have noticed that, but unfortunately not quick enough. Analyzing our video further, I have also noticed that I should really pay much more attention to the inside hind leg movement – Karina tends to place her leg just beside her body, not underneath her point of weight. I kept on touching her obliquus abdominis muscle with my riding whip, and it worked great – she started putting her leg more towards her weight point, but now it seems to me that I was not precise and persistent enough. Sometimes I touched her hind leg joints, to show Karina that I wanted her to close her joints more. Though we worked in a standstill and walk only, the training was indeed hard and Karina was tired in the end. And mentally she was just exhausted. I have to work more on my attention to such details, I have to notice such things immediately. I want Karina to be interested and focused on what we are doing, and under no circumstances I want to force her to do anything. I wish I could train more often, but at present I can't. That is the cause why I'm trying to squeeze out of every minute of training all I can. Five minutes up to three, four times a week is so little... But I really need to chill out a bit.

It seemed to me after the training, that I asked too much of Karina, when I asked stelling on a small circle. I worked much more on a big circle (and again I've made a mistake there – I shouldn't work so close to the fence, because the horse may be reluctant to bend) And when I watched Marijke's videos, I have noticed that it was all right. Karina now and then tries to avoid bending her body as asked, and sometimes she walks sideways, keeping her body perfectly straight (or at least as straight as her crookedness allows). She tends to fall on her inside shoulder (more on the right side), but now I think that I know how to prevent it...

After the training I took Karina for a walk through the fields. I worked a little on lowering her head, leading, stopping and backing up. Then we went to see the tent which recently was built up in the stableyard. Karina seemed to be really interested in it, she peeped curiously inside it. Then I gave her a massage of neck muscles, which she seemed not to like (I must stop doing massage for some time, as she seems not to be very happy with any kind of massage, even that with her plastic brush, which she always enjoyed). Then I washed her legs, and for the first time she was completely relaxed during that procedure.

At last I took her to a place where the grass is always greener than in the pasture ;) A couple of minutes grazing and away she went to join her herd.

Finally, as to the the photos: in the three of them you see Karina doing LFS on a circle for the first time. In the first picture, you see Karina trying to bend her body laterally. She is stepping under her point of mass with her inner hind leg, she is keeping her head pretty low and forward. She is leaning very much on me, and is not on her own legs yet. In the second photo Karina is resisting the cavesson pressure, as you may notice – her upper neck muscles are very tense. But soon she yielded to that pressure and she released the muscle tension and lowered her head, allowed it to just hang freely on the nuchal ligament. And in the third photo there is Karina dragging her feet behind her, just after a couple of minutes of ST. That showed me how hard work it is for a horse to change long years habits, to change her way of moving. And may I always keep that in mind, before I ask Karina to do more...

Relations First - September 17th

The weather was just horrible. It was raining for the last couple of days, and it was  cold and dark. It was only late in the afternoon that we chanced to catch a glimpse of the autumn sun. Karina was locked up in the stable along with other horses. They are used to being outside 24/7, so they weren't particularly happy about being locked up like this. They had, however, a lot of good hay and straw, and they were chewing it laborously :) I took Karina outside, and again I had a feeling that at that moment she didn't like it to have me around. Nonetheless, I groomed her and dressed her up in her new harness (she used to be a harness horse, and I'm trying to work on that a little, too) just to see if it will fit her. She is not entirely used to this type of harness, so I suppose it will take us some time to work it through, but she didn't protest anyway. Then I took it off her and tied her a rope halter, so that we could move on to our Straightness Training. On our way to the roundpen I worked on some elements, such as stopping, leading and backing up. In the roundpen I shortly warmed her up on the longe line in walk and trot, because she spent last 12 hours in the stall. Then I reminded her stelling in a standstill, which she performs just beautifully.

Karina seems to be a little disturbed by our new work routine. We play a lot and we work in hand only. I think she doesn't see my point yet, she is used to completely another working routine, and that seems to be causing her to feel insecure. It showed very vividly when I asked her to walk through a puddle of water in our riding arena. She had to choose either to walk through the water or to trample me down. Karina stood there for a while, thinking intensively, and finally she chose a third possibility: she jumped over the puddle and started galloping around me. She was terrified. It took me some time to calm her down and then we walked through the water together. I was surprised to see her so frightened. I have been a little harsh with her that day and that may have affected her, too. But as soon as I walked into he water, she followed me without any hesitation. I stopped her in the middle of the puddle and petted her to show her that the terrifying puddle was actually a nice place.

Then we went back to the stableyard and went to graze some time together. I noticed that Karina kept her distance nicely and as I approached she moved calmly away. She no longer had anything against me being so close and she followed my every step and answered to any pressure I put on her. When I think about our beginnings, when sometimes it happened that Karina showed me very clearly that she didn't want me around, now it is completely different. She is calm and relaxed, only sometimes, I think after some changes in the herd hierarchy, she tries some of her tricks on me. Of course that it is all useless, and she seems to realise it also, because such things happen less and less often. I know that this just happens and I'm ready to answer it properly, I am no longer upset by it. In the world of the horse nothing ever is exactly the same as it was yesterday, and as soon as I discovered that truth I stopped worrying that one day everything was just perfect, and the next day it was a horror. We no longer have such violent ups and downs, our communication is far more subtle. And it is so important to have fun here and now, to enjoy the moment whatever it is. If it is wonderful – what more do I need, and if it is horrible – what does it tell me? What can I learn from that? I remain calm and keep on pondering on that until I reach some conclusion. If Karina is not in the mood for any hard work, we just hang out together. We go for a walk through the fields, go grazing together. Our relations are always in the first place, and her physical training is not that important. If we miss one of our training days, what does it matter? But if I forced her through it, I could lose it all.

Am I the Problem?

There are numerous publications which tell of problems in a horse's body caused by an improper riding. Thinking that I caused Karina's problems, I stopped riding and focused on a groundwork and longeing, especially on a longeing in free canter, which is supposed to cause the release of tensions in the back muscles. So I longed and longed and waited for a miracle, which didn't happen. Karina seemed to be quite relaxed, her tail was relaxed and her breathing also, her eyes soft and friendly, but she would never lower her head, do whatever I would. Poles and cavaletti didn't help much, even longeing on hills didn't help also. Maybe she needed more time to relax, but yet I knew that sometimes she would go with her head just above the ground, in trot and canter even. It has clearly showed me that she was able to do that, but I could do nothing to maintain this. I tried different tricks, such as stopping the training immediately, hoping that she will remember what she did to make me stop the training and she'll offer me that the next time herself. I used this method on different occasions and it worked perfectly, but not this time. I know that without relaxation there is no further work and I was at a loss what to do. I tried riding again, hoping that I might help her to relax from the saddle, but it soon turned out that my weight (which is a little above 55 kilos) was causing her pain. She started running, carrying her head extremely high, bucking and kicking her belly. I could not ride. I was terrified. I had Karina examined by a specialist, who found out that nothing was wrong with her skeleton and muscles. Her back was OK and her legs and neck also. I knew exactly when did the problems begin, but that didn't help us much. I still didn't know what to do to set everything right. Fortunately, now I finally know...

Dimensions of Karina's Asymmetry

I've watched Marijke's videos where she works with some other people's horses and it seems to me that she is moving with the basic ST exercises quite fast. Sometimes she starts to work on shoulder-in on the very first day. On the other hand, I've seen her work with some extremely crooked horses veeery slowly, even slower than I work with Karina. And now I'm not sure whether Karina's way of moving justifies my extreme caution. In fact she is sometimes able to move with her head forward-down in trot and canter even, she doesn't put too much weight on her front legs, she is able to engage her haunches and free the shoulders - a little, of course, but the improvement may come in time. What worries me actually, is that there exists some visible stiffnes in one of the hind legs and that Karina is diagonally imbalanced. Her left front leg is also more developed, her left shoulder is much bigger than the right one. There are problems with the lateral bend, because on the longe she often moves to the left and is bent to the right, with her right side muscles tense and hollow and she should be moving with her righ side long and round. I have worked with her on long reins, but that doesn't work exactly as I wished, because when the outside rein is behind her haunches, she keeps on hurting her mouth with every step. But when the outside rein is thrown across her back it really works fine and prevents her from falling out through her outside shoulder. But then it doesn't prevent the hips from falling out, and even the wall of the roundpen is not enough. Before I bought Karina, she in fact has never worked on the longe properly, and she never walked on the longe to the right at all. The former owner told me that she didn't want to go to the right, so he never forced her to. But she soon learned that she can move to the right also (I didn't force her, too - I just asked a few steps at first, then one circle, then another and another), though there are still problems with the bending and so on, but I don't expect them to magically disappear after so many long years that causing them took. It is wonderful that I finally found in the meanders of the Internet materials, which explained to me so much and helped me to name and define the problem. Because how could I work on a problem if I didn't know what it actually was?

ST Session September 11th - A Monster or a Wonder Horse?

I visited Karina in the pasture and this time she wasn't really happy to see me. Something must have changed in the herd hierarchy or Karina is just going to be soon in heat, and that was the cause of her dislike to being touched. I worked later on that and I set our two-headed herd hierarchy back in place, but at first it wasn't nice as she was pinning her ears back at me. Leading and changing directions even while grazing seems to work well when it comes to setting the hierarchy right. Karina understood that really quickly and she soon was grazing keeping her distance from me and holding her ears nice and relaxed.

Our ST training again was short and I admit that after that I was pretty confused. I'm not sure what I should do next, but maybe some idea will occur to me before I go to the stable next time. I worked with Karina this time with her stable halter, I didn't even use the rope one, and it seems to be working as well now. She just understands now what I want and she offers me that. I started to work on lateral bending and I'm not entirely sure if it worked just as it should. I placed Karina near the wall to prevent her from falling out on her outside hind leg. She bent in the neck easily, but I failed to observe if her inner hip came a little forward. That is very important, because, as I have mentioned in some previous posts, this would mean that she is ready to move on to work in walk. But now that I think of it, it seems to me that she is ready and that in a standstill we have no more to do and should be moving forward. Even though she may be falling out on her outside hind leg at first (and I'm pretty sure that it is what will happen). I think that a support from a wall might be a great help at first.

It may be that I don't have enough faith in Karina's abilities, but she is progressing in the ST far quicker than I imagined. Maybe I do her an injustice, because from the beginning I knew that she was learning fast - too fast sometimes and she gets bored easily. Most of the times one, two repetitions of an exercise are more than enough. While working with Karina, it is very important to have a lots of ideas and to be a little ahead of her all the time, because otherwise she'll take the control. Everybody who has worked with her and ignored my advices, soon told me, that this horse is a monster, a hopeless case, and that they have never seen a horse so mean and bad-behaving. And poor Karina just felt offended that somebody thought her to be an imbecile who needs thousands of repetitions. Yes, yes, that is no mistake - she is unbelievably ambitious and proud of her brains. And that is, as I have noticed many a time, entirely justified - she is a wonder horse in any way...

But anyway, the ST is in the beginning a mostly physical thing (though relaxation in the body causes relaxation in the mind) and that's why I needed Karina to repeat it so many times. I broke the exercises into parts to keep her interest in this work and at the same time I challenged her a little with teaching her some simple horse tricks. Because if she would get bored, nothing on Earth, not even a carrot, would make her do that again. And having considered all that, I think it is time to move on to work in walk...

As to the horse tricks, I changed the method a little and it seems to work not so well. Perhaps I would have done best by keeping to the previous one. Anyway, that is easily repaired I think...

ST session September 8th

That was a short training. I seldom visit Karina that often, so I didn't expect her to welcome me this time. I rather supposed she will look at me with disapproval as if she was saying: 'What, you again? Can't I graze some time in peace?!'. And that was also a factor which made me plan that session to be really interesting and as short as possible. But Karina welcomed me in the pasture, though she was not particularly eager to leave it. I groomed her then and afterwards I took her to the roundpen, where we worked on forward-down again. This time she quickly understood that I wanted her to assume certain position and remain thus until I ask her to move. This too took us maybe three or four minutes and then we started to work on something totally different. Since I couldn't work with her body more, I worked with her mind. I introduced to Karina a simple horse trick, which she partly already knows - that is picking things with her mouth. The object she was learning to pick was her plastic brush, which she likes to take into her mouth and play with it. I broke this trick into parts and we worked only on her taking the brush from my hands with her mouth and holding it for a while. This worked really fine and now I'm anxious to add the next element to this exercise...

ST Session September 7th

I analyzed our first session carefully. I decided to slow down and work on Karina's responses to forward-down only, because on the previous day she stretched her neck in the correct direction, but she wouldn't stay in that position - she lifted her head as soon as I removed the pressure. And so I did. I focused on that element only, and got stunning results. Though the session was even shorter, I achieved all that I had planned. Karina was eager to train and after some directions from me she stretched her neck forward-down and remained in that position for a while. Now it remained only to work on her staying in that position until I ask her to change it.

But before I started with that ST exercise, I took Karina on the longe line to walk over some cavalettis and poles. I wanted to do some warm-up before we were going to work on stretching. Though Karina spends all 24 hours in the pasture, I am still reluctant to make her stretch without some warm-up. It was probably a little silly of me, because in ST longeing only comes after you've done proper LFS while working in hand. And for now I cannot ask Karina to bend properly on the longe and to carry herself with ease, so I should stop longeing for now, and follow the steps of ST just exactly as I should. I know that I'm over-protective with Karina and that I should work on myself and my reactions as much as I work on hers. I keep on analysing recent training sessions as well as the older ones - I have notes, photos and videos, so there is a plenty of material to make a thorough analysis.

And when I watch Karina's longeing videos from June this year, I see much more freedom in shoulders, engagement in the hindquarters and bigger muscles of the haunches than a year before, so my work with Karina has not been entirely barren. But I should expect a quicker development and improvement, because she is not a young horse anymore and she was trained under saddle and in carriage, so her body should be well developed by now. And yet it is not... It is not. That's why I decided to try ST. And it seems to be working...

First Straightness Training Session - September 6th

Well, now I'll tell you about our first ST session. Karina welcomed me rather warmly and she did't insist on staying in the pasture, as is our custom when I come to her. I don't just take her on a lead rope and take her away, but I usually spend some time with her. I wave away the flies as she's grazing and I scratch her. But this time she didn't want to graze, she almost pulled me towards the gate. She obviously was pretty anxious to know what we are going to do this time and I think that she missed me a little, because I was absent for four or five days.

Our first ST session was short. There were lots of people in the stable, which is not a normal state there, and Karina was a little nervous. I groomed her just as usual, then I put a saddle on her, without even fastening the girth - she actually hadn't been ridden for months, and I just wanted to remind her saddling and see how she'll react to some weight on her back. She took it all calmly, she swished her tail only once - when I was manipulating with the stirrups. Then I took the saddle away and I washed Karina's legs. She does't like washing much (except on a hot day), but she tolerates it. Then I took her for a short walk, during which I reminded her the exercises she already knew (leading, stopping and backing up), and after that I introduced to her the exercise forward-down. I was not entirely sure if this was the right succession of exercises, because the actual LFS starts with lateral bending of the horse's body, but as Marijke says, the horse with extremely stiff and contracted back muscles (of which I suspect Karina) should first do the forward-down exercise. Those exercises actually cannot be done one without other, because they won't work just as they are supposed to, and it is in fact hard to say which should go first. Karina answered well to the pressure of rope halter (I have ordered her a cavesson, but it hasn't arrived yet), but she seemed a little confused. She searched for a carrot, because I trained with her before some carrot stretches and she was disappointed that now there was no carrot. Of course she did get one just as soon as she responded to the halter. After the forward-down exercise I proceeded very cautiously with the so-called 'stelling'. I have made a mistake though, because I should have placed her next to the wall, to show her that for the moment I want her to bend in the neck only. And it was really tough for her - when she bent the neck, she stepped to the side with outside hind leg. It showed me how stiff and contracted her muscles were, and at that moment I had a feeling that I pushed her too far. According to Marijke, as soon as the horse accepts the stelling, it will bend through the entire body and move the inside hip forward, thus completing the LFS with the third element - stepping under the point of mass. It seemed to me that working on LFS will take us a long time, and it will take at least a couple of sessions of working in a standstill and in a standstill only. Karina must relax her muscles more before we move on to work in walk.

After the session, which took us some 3 minutes, I massaged Karina's neck and back. A couple of months ago I completed an equine massage course, so I know a little about a sport massage and can support my horse's training with it. Despite throngs of people moving here and there Karina took the massage well and she relaxed. When I massaged right side of her neck (the splenus capitis muscle), she released the tension and yawned some six or seven times. She seldom yawns at all, so that showed me how big was the stress she was in, though the session was so short and I was really gentle and I didn't ask much bending. And I know how careful with lateral bending of the neck you have to be not to hurt the horse by damaging laryngal nerves. When I thought about all that, it seemed to me that I was going to fast with all that training and had to slow down, but...

Of course after the session I took Karina on a halter to graze round the stable. I don't always do that, because I don't want Karina to force me to go somewhere everytime, but most of the times I take her to graze on the best grass that I can find. This gives me an opportunity to work on our relations. I noticed that she entirely trusts me to watch the surroundings, just as a leader should, and she just calmly grazes, and nothing disturbs her, no matter what is going on around - as long as I don't pay attention, she does not pay attention either. It can be an express train passing by, or a barking dog, or a roe-deer walking through the bushes - nothing seems to be dangerous as long as I'm on the watch. And this is an enormous improvement, because in the previous stable she was scared by every noise in the bushes. Fortunately, although she spent over a year there, she didn't learn to flee in panic, as other horses in that stable did. It was funny to see, because when the herd fled, Karina came after it in a lazy trot, looking around in surprise, searching for that terrifying object, which scared her mates. Now it seems that she isn't paying much attention to sudden noises in the environment.

Strange Coincidences ;)

Yeah, I know what you're thinking after you've read my description of Karina. You think she is one of those horse monsters created by stupid humans who have no idea how to handle a horse. No, no, nothing of the kind. Karina, beside spirit and ambition has also a heart of a true Horse – huge and forgiving. She forgave her handlers (they were more like torturers, but that's a long story) in both previous stables I've kept her before I found a decent one, but she has not forgotten. To everybody who knows how to deal with a horse, she is sweet and kind (oh, is that a coincidence?). But if anyone tries to force anything upon her, Karina turns into an apocalyptic monster. As I've said – no short cuts. That means no whip (used as a punishment, not a direction – directions given with a whip she easily accepts), no yanking on the reins (as one of our acquaintances tried – he did that only once, guess why), no side reins, no tying up her legs by a frightened farrier. Another farrier, a wise and sensitive woman, has no need to secure Karina's legs in any way – but she knows how to handle a horse (or maybe is that a coincidence again?)

In the previous stable, anytime I came to see my horse, I kept on hearing how mean and bad horse Karina was. She was constantly in heat, she was rubbing her tail on the stall walls, she was kicking the walls, she pulled a mean face when someone came close to her, she was eating too much, and she.... Oh, there were so many complaints about my horse, that I can't even recall them all. Stable owner even tried to convince me that Karina should be sterilized, because she is suffering due to her constant being in heat. When I explained to him that he was wrong (well, I'm only a veterinary medicine student, so what the heck can I know about equine reproduction), and that Karina's hormonal imbalance is caused by the lack of light (he kept her locked in the dark stable almost for months on end – Karina went out almost only when I came to her and took her for a walk), he wouldn't listen. In his opinion Karina needed at least strong hormone suplementation, and it would be best if she would just be sterilized. Because she is a monster, she has nymphomania and hell knows what else. In fact it would be best if I put her out of her misery, because she is never going to be a 'normal' horse. I guess he must have known better than a veterinary medicine professor (equine medicine specialist), who couldn't find anything wrong with Karina. I told the stable owner that the cure for all her issues was fresh air, sunlight and free movement in the paddocks, but he had his own opinion. And he kept on feeding Karina with grain instead of hay, paying no attention whatever to my begging him to give her hay. Since we couldn't understand each other anymore (that guy used to be my friend once, or so I thought), I found Karina another stable. We moved there in the end of april this year, and in two weeks all of abovementioned Karina's 'problems' were gone. Yeah, that must have been a coincidence again!

In the new stable Karina spends outside 24 hours, she eats mostly grass and hay, she gets just a handful of oats, not more, and only because she is used to getting some. Otherwise grass, hay and straw would be enough, because she never works hard. I keep on asking stable owners if there are any problems with Karina, but I've never heard any complaints. Again Karina is that sweet, kind horse I have bought. And now, when I have discovered Marijke de Jong's Straightness Training, everything seems to be finally returning on the right track.

Introducing Karina - my Gift in Disguise

Karina, my ten years old Polish Warmblood mare, by some is labelled as a 'problem horse'. I don't know if she has any problems beside that some time ago she was being handled by problem people. Fortunately that is over now. Karina is an extremely sensitive, intelligent, proud and ambitious horse. She has a true horse spirit, unbroken, and a strong character and she is a very demanding teacher. She would not accept any short cuts in her training and everything I do with her I have to do very thoroughly and I have to learn fast. And I'm happy that she is no dull, broken donkey, but a true Horse. She is so different from all the pleasure riding horses that I know, that everybody keeps on asking me why on Earth did I buy her? But to me she is a Gift in Disguise - an opportunity to learn and grow.